I have this strange feeling in my chest I couldn’t really put them into phrases like,
I feel anger.
I feel hate.
I feel guilt.
I feel rage.
I feel weak.
Most of all I hate feeling weak I knew I’m strong yet I feel completely weak and that makes me sick. I wanted to scream out to the world that I’m nothing like a weak pathetic person, I’m more like a strong daring person.
In the end I’m all caged up,
I feel angry because I couldn’t be strong enough to let go.
I feel hate because I couldn’t handle myself.
I feel guilty because what have I done to my soul.
I feel rage because I couldn’t make the pain stop.
Yet again I feel weak for doing nothing. Nothing at all.