Nothing at all

I have this strange feeling in my chest I couldn’t really put them into phrases like,

I feel anger.

I feel hate.

I feel guilt.

I feel rage.

I feel weak.

Most of all I hate feeling weak I knew I’m strong yet I feel completely weak and that makes me sick. I wanted to scream out to the world that I’m nothing like a weak pathetic person, I’m more like a strong daring person.

In the end I’m all caged up,

I feel angry because I couldn’t be strong enough to let go.

I feel hate because I couldn’t handle myself.

I feel guilty because what have I done to my soul.

I feel rage because I couldn’t make the pain stop.

Yet again I feel weak for doing nothing. Nothing at all.