But I Love You

Hey you, my damn lovely loneliness.!
Would you believe me
What if am long gone,
What if it’s wrong,

What if everything around me collapses,
What if I didn’t raise again like I did back then…
Why did my head spin over n over again like the pen in my hand;
Why would you even believe me? and…

How could you also gimme peace all of a sudden,
I didn’t feel low now, how?
Why’d you give me time to think of me
Why’d you make me feel so special
Maybe that’s why I seek for you at times.
I love you and I hate you!!